HOLY FREAKIN CRAP I'M LEAVING ON THURSDAY.

nyaaa I dont wanna go (-_-)

but I've also been watching Lucky Star and School Rumble and I likes (^_^)

yay!!! my computer doesn't suck anymore!!!!!!!!

& ew I just ordered my books for school yesterday.

& EW I gotta go to the doctor's now. -_-

sooooo yeah...I like James. a lot. 

soooo yea I spent the whooooole day with James yesterday!

he made me an ink drawing of Spike Speigel ^_^

and since we're anime nerds we watched Cromartie High School and Full Metal Panic FUMOFU (WHICH I NOW LOVE) 

I like his sisters a lot, they're insane but hilarious

and then it really sucked when I almost passed out/couldn't really breathe/I dont even know what happened..he took it really well and didn't panic

& just ...yay!

&& I stole some more of his clothes. 

 I HAVE RENEWED MY LOVE OF RANCID.

yaaay! 

ICON POST BY THE END OF THE WEEK!
I GOT NEW PICS AND I'M EXCITED!
& REQUESTS ARE ACCEPTED! 

I'm back from orientation.

*singing* I met someone I met someone I met someone I met someone I met someone I met sooooooooooomeooooooone */end song*

I met someone at orientation. and I'm not saying anything else except that I'm excited as hell.

uugh I have to go to college orientation Tuesday. I don't wanna go!! I have to stay for 3 days and then I'm off to Canada, so I won't be around until next Tuesday or Wednesday..

but last night I saw Breakfast on Pluto and I loved it!! Kitten is so adorable!

anyways, I'll start making icons today so I have something to post when I come back.
& I need to get some friends on this thing...

new icons here @ wildkiss_icons 

OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD! I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED AND HAPPY AND JUST AHHHh!!!!!

LOOK!!!! 

& I'll prolly be making a big icon post tomorrow

&&& I MADE AN ICON COMMUNITY (for me)
wildkiss_icons

 some weird guy was at the beach entrance that I was working at. the lifeguards called the cops on him when he started picking out seaweed from one of the lifeguard's hair while she showered off. he's now banned from Pacific Ave....well that made hour 3 go by fast...

anywaaaays..I'm making an icon journal for myself, it's still under construction...but I'm excited for it ^_^

OKAY... I COME BEARING ICONS, HEADERS, FRIENDS ONLY BANNERS, AND THAT MEME THAT I FINALLY FINISHED!! yaaaaay!!

includes Bleach (manga), Death Note (fanart/doujinshi), and misc. BL/yaoi (CONTENT WARNING: boy on boy, don't like? don't click.) nothing explicit (kinda suggestive) but just to be sure... ^_^

Teasers:
 

( more+++ )

( the meme )

did I really survive the last five years just to become a hikikomori-in-training? this is just sad...I mean really, just pathetic. 

sometimes I hate myself for being into BL/yaoi...I hate that I keep checking every day for the new Gravitation dj to be posted... I hate all my 
kinks. it's really just me trying to fill in the gap. that empty space. it doesn't work much, and afterwards I usually hate myself even more...but it's better than nothing isn't it?
I hate being alone. I can't stand it. but the thing is that I will. I'll stand it even if it means another 18 years of being like this. and I'll just take it all in stride telling myself that things will get better next year, that maybe my luck with people will change and I can find someone who can tolerate me and not ditch me the second someone more entertaining walks by. when I know perfectly well that I am completely incapable of drawing positive attention to myself.


screw this, I think I'll just go hide under a rock somewhere..



/ending self-pity mode.

still working on the meme...sorry. but I did make some icons today...or yesterday rather since it's 3 am...

 LOOK! I MADE A HEADER!
yaaay! ok, so I didn't actually draw it, but still. I'm very proud of it ^_^

& "kocham cie" is polish for "I love you"

yay Matt&Mello lurrve.

I'll prolly make some icons tonight, post will be later this week.